| Location | Widnes |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 11/07/2009 |
| Date of Death | 11/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 784 since 20/07/2009 |
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My beautiful baby girl was born sleeping on the 11th July 2009 she was born 16 weeks early and weighed 1 pound 3 ounces and 3 quarters. I had a low lying placenta and bled throughout a lot of the pregnancy but on everything scan my perfect girl was always kicking about and seemed so happy. Then on the 9th july 2009 i went into hospital because i was bleeding but has i had bled a lot i didnt see it has that much of a problem because in my eyes faith was my little fighter and could get through anything. But when the doctor examined me he asked me if i had been losing water which i had a little bit but then again i thought that was nothing to worry about it was only when they done the scan they told me there was very little water around the baby and it wasnt looking good, they said she only had 2 little pockets of water around her. Then about half an hour later i started getting these pains and bleeding very very heavy and my contractions started but after a few hours the contractions stopped and i still thought then that faith was guna hang on 4 a few more weeks and be born ok and prove them wrong. After the pains stopped the doctors stopped listening in to faiths heartbeat but even tho they wasnt listening i could still feel her kicking and thought that was her way of giving me a sign that everything was ok. Then on friday the 10th july everything seemed to calm down i was still bleeding but there was no pains and faith was kicking like mad so on friday night i went to sleep with a little bit of hope. But sadly on the 11th july at 5.30am i woke up and the umbilical cord had come out and they had 2 bring my labour on with a drip but it took until 2pm in the afternoon for the contractions to start, then when the pains started they was the worst pains i had ever felt worse than with my first born it was so traumatic. Then after a 9 hour labour baby faith was born sleeping at 11.09pm i was 23 weeks pregnant and 6 days. Faith weighed 1 pound 3 ounces and 3 quarters and was 30cm long. She was perfect in every way and so beautiful i just couldnt believe that she would never wake up. I kept baby faith next to me for 2 days in the hospital it just felt so natural to have her near me, there was no way i would let the hospital take her to a morgue. Then on the 13th july i brought my baby girl home from the hospital to wait for the undertakers to come. And when that time came it broke my heart to know they was taking her away from me i just couldnt believe it. Each time i seen my baby in the chapel she just looked so peacefull and when i spoke to her i know she heard every word i said to her i kept thinking any minute now she will wake up and cry. But i never got to hear my baby cry i never got to feed her or change her nappy, it was devastating. One day we will meet again in a better place than this and i promise you my darling baby faith that i will never let you go again. Goodnight my perfect sleeping beauty and watch over us always because one day we will be together again. We love you now until the end of time love always mummy, daddy and big sister India xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
I stood beside your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
quietly in your sleep.
I touched you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you,
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour coffee,
You were thinking of how much you
love and long to hold me.
I was with you at the store today,
Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels,
I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today,
You tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you,
that I'm not really there.
I walked with you to the house,
as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my hand on you,
I smiled and said "it's me."
You looked so very tired,
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know,
that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be
so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty,
"I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then
smiled, I think you knew,
In the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.
The day is over, I smile and watch
you yawning and say
"goodnight, God bless,
I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and
we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to
show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.
To my family.
To my dearest family, some things I would like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this letter from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness. Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and he said, " I welcome you, It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. I need you here badly, your part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the days chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, If I were to tell you, you would not understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I am closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, But together we can do it by taking one step at a time. It was always my philosophy and I would like it for you too, That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, Then you can say to God at night, " My day was not in vain." And now I am contented that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go from that body to be free. Remember you're not going you're coming here to me.
my little angel
love you my baby faith i always will iv the hardest job in the world today, today i will take you in my arms for the last time to lay you out to sleep, all your family and friends will be with you. your our little angel faith i will never forget you love you princess daddy x x x x x x
My Sleeping Baby Faith
I once had a daughter who now lives with god above.
I never got to know her and i never knew her love.
I once had a daughter whose heartbeat close to mine.
I never knew her beauty for i never got the time.
For my daughter was taken before the dawn could break.
She's now sleeping in my heart where her share of love
she takes.
When i see my India who now walks here by my side.
Theres a sweet image of my daughter mirrored in
her eyes.
When i see a rose bud dropped to the ground to soon.
It reminds me of my baby Faith who was gone before
she bloomed.
If god should stand before me and grant me one last wish.
Id wish my baby in my arms to on her head bestow a kiss.
I know i have my India who to me is very dear.
But theres a empty place within my life for which i
shed a tear.
so i question god each day as to why she couldnt stay.
Why my daughter was given to me then silently slipped away.
But i know i have to be patient and wait til i go home.
Then within the grounds of gods heavenly home my daughter
and i will roam.
In loving memory of my daughter Faith Mary Mckay
Who was born sleeping on the 11th July 2009
Faith Mary Mckay
You were a gift sent straight from heaven.
Given to us from god above.
We didnt know how much you would teach us.
About the meaning of true love......
For truelove sometimes means letting go, of someone
precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do....
Although we wanted to kkeep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore....
But sweet baby, we truly do believe that god must
of needed you more....
Perhaps to be an angel now, full of wisdom and fullfil
Watching over those of us who love you.
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced....
In our hearts and memories forever, will be
your sweet and innocent face.
With all our love now and forever
Mummy, Daddy and India xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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